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"stepping out on my own"
Monday, July 20, 2009
Once is never enough

You say it's for her sake, but that's not it. I know you miss him and I do too, which is why I don't want another. In part, I feel like his leaving was caused by negligence, one that probably wouldn't have occurred if we've just had one. One to pay constant attention to. One to take care of.

I am so sick of having to deal with so many things in my life, one of which is getting stuck in a dead end for the next couple of years, one that I am just realising and feeling like f about it. But I've got no one to turn to. No one to hear me. Not even you.

I'm sick of worrying about so many things, and I don't need one more to worry about. It's a lifetime commitment, one that I don't want now, when I myself don't know what I should do with my own f life. So please, stop it.