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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Click click click click

I love the texture of this sign... stones behind plaster... how cool is that?

CBD

The Esplanade

City slickers

It's a light fixture that reflects the light from the street lamp actually

Still roaring despite the strike to the head

A sideward glance from Kino

Bathed in light

I'm amazed at how he can rest his head on his hind legs

This picture gives me the impression of a snowy day, even though I've never experienced one before in my life.

Paws to you

Enjoying the scratch a little too much?

Vodka in a state of sleepiness

Ah finally up

*Wink*

Curled up fur ball

Mischievous looking Kino

Kino strikes another pose as Vodka cures an itch

Now she's tired

Our 2 furkids

Yawns

I like how the light hits him... straight on the face to make him light up

Crouching Kino hidden agenda

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Nothing kills me more than seeing something so fragile, something so small and helpless, on the brink of death and knowing that you can do nothing to save it.

I could only watch as he took his last breaths, labouring against unimaginable pain as he gasped for air, his deflated chest rising ever so clearly with each struggle against death.

I could not bear to touch him, afraid that if I did, his fragile body would crumble and cease to exist.

His squeaks for help were silent, even though he exerted all the energy that he could muster to try and call out for someone to help him. I was there, watching him as he did, wishing I could help but it was all too late.

He lay still after a last attempt to gasp for air, his collapsing lungs failing to inflate. I could not bear to touch him, his body limp, his eyes open but unable to see. With the towel in my hand, I picked his lifeless shell up and wrapped the soft blue cloth over him.

If only I had not chosen to take him out that day, chosen to close the door to the room instead, chosen to check periodically on him. I know one should not live with regrets and 'what ifs' but how can I not?

26.04.09

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Social hierarchy sucks. I hate how I'm at the bottom. I hate how my 'friends' never even want to do anything. I hate it that they don't reply. I hate being overlooked. I hate being ignored. Fuck, even monkeys hate me.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Shhhh... silent night...

Go watch Handsome Suit! It's super funny... lame, but funny!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Let sleeping dogs lie

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Life just loves to slap me in the face every now and again. Or maybe it's just PMS that heightens that feeling.

Constantly shown how life is unfair.

Is it just me or are the numbers of me being on the receiving end hitting rock bottom?

Monday, April 06, 2009

Picking photos is hellish... especially when you are spoilt for choice and want EVERYTHING. But then again, the price is a tad too steep to get everything, although we did pay up a considerably significant sum for additional photos to be added to the album.

Look forward to viewing it in July ya?

Btw, I totally blame the photog for this dilemma and splurge - he's just too damn good! If only he'll accept me as his disciple... *dreams*

But I am absolutely contented at how the photos turned out. Although he only showed us slim pickings from the huge mass of photos that he probably amassed, I do like most of what we saw. Will provide a sneak peak when I get the CD in a month's time.

I want to snappy snap!!!

First up, my best bud's bday was on Sat, so went out for a little tiny celebration (if you can call it that)

Excited to open his box of sweet from Secret Recipe

This kinda happiness from a single slice of Moist Choc Cake? I should have given him the entire cake!

Sights in Fort Canning

The Cupolas

Spot the ambushing dude

This tree is simply amazing - the branch from the tree beside it kinda grew into this tree and it split before synthesizing with it!

Sir Saiful Raffles

Yet another interesting sight of Nature

Leafless tree

The Fort

Then it was dinner at Hooters

The Rib-eye that I had - rather delish with a mountain of mash!

Saiful and his Hooter's Burger

And the surprisingly yummy Fried Pickles - salty and sour - who would have thought that this would turn out to be a winning combi?

If you take a little trip around Singapore town...

The lights of the flying UFO-thingies...

Fairy lights

Dinner at Sakura with the Classmates

The animated Bernard entertaining everyone

Hangout in Town and Picked up a Kitty

Someone's enjoying his mee sua too much to put it down

Contented by durian pancakes... sigh

And here's the Kitty that we picked up!

Super unique knick-knack shop at Far East... think it's called the Corner Shop

Vintage cams...

Eerie tree in town? Nah, here's a view of Botanic Gardens at nite

And it's been a long while since I've updated on the dogs... so here it is...

Kino and her beloved red ball

Mr Vodky dominating the bed - NOT for long! Both dogs are banished from the room just because they're furry

Yawns... lack of trips to the dog run = bored doggies

Kino's starting to grow out her undercoat so she's starting to look a little rounder, face included.

And how bout some sibling love? Awwww


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CBD The Esplanade City slickers It's a light fixture that reflects the light from the street lamp actually Still roaring despite the strike to the head A sideward glance from Kino Bathed in light I'm amazed at how he can rest his head on his hind legs This picture gives me the impression of a snowy day, even though I've never experienced one before in my life. Paws to you Enjoying the scratch a little too much? Vodka in a state of sleepiness Ah finally up Wink Curled up fur ball Mischievous looking Kino Kino strikes another pose as Vodka cures an itch Now she's tired Our 2 furkids Yawns I like how the light hits him... straight on the face to make him light up Crouching Kino hidden agenda 1:34 PM · Tuesday, April 28, 2009 Nothing kills me more than seeing something so fragile, something so small and helpless, on the brink of death and knowing that you can do nothing to save it. I could only watch as he took his last breaths, labouring against unimaginable pain as he gasped for air, his deflated chest rising ever so clearly with each struggle against death. I could not bear to touch him, afraid that if I did, his fragile body would crumble and cease to exist. His squeaks for help were silent, even though he exerted all the energy that he could muster to try and call out for someone to help him. I was there, watching him as he did, wishing I could help but it was all too late. He lay still after a last attempt to gasp for air, his collapsing lungs failing to inflate. I could not bear to touch him, his body limp, his eyes open but unable to see. With the towel in my hand, I picked his lifeless shell up and wrapped the soft blue cloth over him. If only I had not chosen to take him out that day, chosen to close the door to the room instead, chosen to check periodically on him. I know one should not live with regrets and 'what ifs' but how can I not? 26.04.09 2:56 PM · Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Social hierarchy sucks. I hate how I'm at the bottom. I hate how my 'friends' never even want to do anything. I hate it that they don't reply. I hate being overlooked. I hate being ignored. Fuck, even monkeys hate me. 4:56 PM · Thursday, April 16, 2009 Shhhh... silent night... Go watch Handsome Suit! It's super funny... lame, but funny! 9:41 PM · Tuesday, April 14, 2009 Let sleeping dogs lie 10:04 PM · Saturday, April 11, 2009 Life just loves to slap me in the face every now and again. Or maybe it's just PMS that heightens that feeling. Constantly shown how life is unfair. Is it just me or are the numbers of me being on the receiving end hitting rock bottom? 1:10 AM · Monday, April 06, 2009 Picking photos is hellish... especially when you are spoilt for choice and want EVERYTHING. But then again, the price is a tad too steep to get everything, although we did pay up a considerably significant sum for additional photos to be added to the album. Look forward to viewing it in July ya? Btw, I totally blame the photog for this dilemma and splurge - he's just too damn good! If only he'll accept me as his disciple... dreams But I am absolutely contented at how the photos turned out. Although he only showed us slim pickings from the huge mass of photos that he probably amassed, I do like most of what we saw. Will provide a sneak peak when I get the CD in a month's time. I want to snappy snap!!! 11:28 PM · First up, my best bud's bday was on Sat, so went out for a little tiny celebration (if you can call it that) Excited to open his box of sweet from Secret Recipe This kinda happiness from a single slice of Moist Choc Cake? I should have given him the entire cake! Sights in Fort Canning The Cupolas Spot the ambushing dude This tree is simply amazing - the branch from the tree beside it kinda grew into this tree and it split before synthesizing with it! Sir Saiful Raffles Yet another interesting sight of Nature Leafless tree The Fort Then it was dinner at Hooters The Rib-eye that I had - rather delish with a mountain of mash! Saiful and his Hooter's Burger And the surprisingly yummy Fried Pickles - salty and sour - who would have thought that this would turn out to be a winning combi? If you take a little trip around Singapore town... The lights of the flying UFO-thingies... Fairy lights Dinner at Sakura with the Classmates The animated Bernard entertaining everyone Hangout in Town and Picked up a Kitty Someone's enjoying his mee sua too much to put it down Contented by durian pancakes... sigh And here's the Kitty that we picked up! Super unique knick-knack shop at Far East... think it's called the Corner Shop Vintage cams... Eerie tree in town? Nah, here's a view of Botanic Gardens at nite And it's been a long while since I've updated on the dogs... so here it is... Kino and her beloved red ball Mr Vodky dominating the bed - NOT for long! Both dogs are banished from the room just because they're furry Yawns... lack of trips to the dog run = bored doggies Kino's starting to grow out her undercoat so she's starting to look a little rounder, face included. And how bout some sibling love? Awwww 10:35 AM ·