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"stepping out on my own"
Saturday, June 02, 2007
worry wart

Too much salsa makes one sick... Or rather, it made me poop a lot... thrice within 4 hours, to be exact...

On another note, I'm not a worry wart. I just want to be prepared and be able to avert crisis rather than waiting for it to happen. Why not prevent it rather than wait for it to happen and see how we get through it? I believe that the responsible and logical thing would be to plan ahead and ensure that everything follows your plan to ensure that things go smoothly. In fact, I dunno how someone can go on without planning, thinking that things will eventually work out. It's not that I want to worry, but I just want to be prepared. You can't seem to understand where I'm coming from and I'm frustrated at that. This is not how I imagined it to be, but you were so adamant, so persuasive, I had to agree. You assured me that everything would be fine, and I believed so then. But now I wonder whether we got everything right and know what it entails. I'm starting to worry how it'll all go. I need solid plans, not just faith in how things will eventually work out. I need a plan to understand how things will go according to plan, to know how we can make it work. You know me, I dun like all talk and no action. I want to be able to see the outcome of the plan, and see that it will work and help us get through it all. I don't want to push you to feel committed or trapped, but that's just how I function, and I need your help in doing so. You don't seem to see that, and I am really at a loss as to what we are to do. Hope you understand. Through my desperation and despair, I still love you more than ever and am looking forward to our life together; I just need to know how we can make it work, that's all.