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"stepping out on my own"
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Thumping thumping

It felt so good to jog again... my heart was thumping, my head was throbbing as thoughts filled my mind, and i could feel my feet pounding on the hard gravel...

The night air felt so crisp and wonderful... i think i shld do that more often... i've forgotten how it good it feels to jog but it's all coming back now...

Special thanks to ZY... thanks for that helping hand... i feel as if it were the old days... the old days that i miss so much,but know will never come back...

I was down and out, and still am... but not because of anything that happened at 755... it's true that something there spurred me to feel sad... but well, i'm as emotional as ever... people shld know tht abt me by now... say i'm naive, say i'm immature... whatever, i don't really care...

I dunno if i shld try and act as others would like me to act, the sociable and acceptable manner, or just be who i am, which honestly, is quite a mess... we all have to abide by social norms... and those who seem to be behaving out of sorts are just seen as social outcasts... i guess that's where i fit in...

Shld i try to act as others would want me to? shld i become that second-hand person? will that bring me more friends? i dunno... and i dun even know if i wanna find out...