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"stepping out on my own"
Saturday, September 04, 2004

been so busy with Tribune... actually not really... i kinda lost the urge and passion for print journalism... so i dun really see myself doing much for Trib... i wanna quit...

i want to quit so i can have more time to myself... and to spend with others... i can also finally do what i've always wanted but was too lazy and busy with all the other work that i have to do so - volunteer at SPCA... it'll be good practice for me too actually...

my stomach hurts now... dunno why... my tummy hasn't been feeling very well these past few weeks... it's like i can't eat anything too oily cos after tht i'll feel bloated and feel like puking... kinda losing my appetitie too... hmmm... the time i have my meals is also changing so i'm getting gastric too... i think... oh wells... hope i'll be fine and active again soon...

back to the subject of Tribune... i feel like quitting but as usual, i wonder what will happen and i'm afraid to quit... i'm afraid to let others down... there's the others in the editorial team... i dunno... i feel like i'll be letting them down by leaving... haiz... should i do what i want? or should i stay for the sake of staying - for others' sake? i seriously don't know... shouldn't have taken up this job in the first place... i knew it from the start but why did i still take it up... damn...

i think the haze is back again... i can smell it... i dunno why but i've always had a knack for smelling the air... i can smell rain and haze quite easily... but i actually like those smells... kinda like a reminiscent tool... lets me remember things, esp the haze... brings me back to my pri sch days when the PSI was actually so high tht we were so close to being given a sch break... haha...

oh wells, i'm still pondering as to whether i should stay in Tribune... my dear tells me to... but i dunno... i guess i'll just have to give it more thought... thanks dear for staying over last nite... saved me from the clutches of work, letting me sleep... haha...


Me and my dear at sentosa... love you!